Ramblings of Hazyfantazy

Words jostle for attention in the forefront of her mind, each one wanting to be selected, to have meaning…

She tries to somehow make sense of them all, wanting desperately to be able to use them to their full potential, yet not quite able to do so…

She’s frustrated. Needing to find a way to express all of these thoughts and ideas…

Perhaps now is not the time to be attempting such a task, a tired mind and a weary body don’t make a good platform for anything to be able to perform…

So it’s with reluctance that she accepts that this will have to wait till another time, a more suitable moment to try and produce something, something she’ll be happy with, something satisfying…

She won’t stop trying.

It only takes a minute or two, to think of the words,

To let someone know, their worth in the world,

Letting them know, may seem the simplest thing to do,

But taking the time to do it, brings out the best in you.

Okay, this is the first time I’ve properly put pen to paper in a long time.  I don’t expect any great writing to happen straight away but feel it’s a start, a new beginning, where I can once again channel myself, my thoughts & emotions, into something that either excites my own mind or makes an impression in the minds of those who choose to read it.

And so it hopefully begins…..

I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again, You are quite simply THE best friend.

Just the hint that I’m feeling down, You’re immediately there trying to lift my frown.

Even though your 100’s of miles away, You can touch my heart and brighten my day.

Miss Brady my dear you are one in a million, And I thank my lucky stars every day that I have you in my life.

Love ya chick xx

Well hello there my old friend, Been a while since we got together, I’d hoped it would have been longer, Before I felt you familiar presence.

I haven’t missed your doubting mind, Your cruel way of making me feel, Your reflection in the mirror, Always wanting to make my head reel.

My highs have been enjoyable, But alas with them I knew, It wouldn’t be very long, In fact I’ve been expecting you.

As the raindrops fall around me, each one on their own mission south,

I feel the coolness of their being, caress me on their way,

Heavy skies and puddles galore,

Clouds with promise of much more,

April showers, Spring rain,

Feel alive, ready for the year again…

As I watch the snow melting, I may feel a little sad…

The white stuff excites me, I know people think I’m mad…

Yet this time there’s more excitement, of what is yet to come…

Not weather related, but from what is in my tum!

My little bun will soon be with us and all the joy she’ll bring…

Makes me happy & smiling and my heart begins to sing…

My little growing flower is ready for the Spring!

I feel so seperated these days, so apart from everything that was once part of me…

I know it has to be this way, to a certain degree, as other things occupy my time right now…

But doesn’t mean I don’t still miss the daily contact and all that it would bring…

Hopefully soon I’ll find the balance, a way to do it all…

Maybe then I’ll find a way to write again, find some inspiration, been dormant for way too long now, brain is craving stimulation…

kaatje1903:

thanks for the follow, gonna follow back

ps no credit taken for gif. forgot who posted it first. let me know and i’ll give credit